This is it.

the scary thing is, life does not get any easier. i wish things were back to normal. where my mom loved me and my boyfriend was my boyfriend and my family accepted me. i am carrying so many things right now on my shoulders, i just need some light. but i am not giving up. everything just needs time <3

it just seems like right now. nothing is going my way. 

please god, give me strength.

no one deserves a slap in the face.

this summer has been so far filled with tears, anger, depression, anxiety, and fear. But I am my own self. I realized over the past couple of weeks that i am stronger than i think i am.  I do not have to bow down to anyone. unfortunately, i am trapped in a dungeon in my own home at the moment. But i will not let these series of unfortunate events drag me down. i am strong and i am a fighter. This summer is going to be awesome and i am determined to make it that way because..

I FUCKING DESERVE IT.

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A “knot” ring. The ring symbolizes a knot that is not quite tied yet, but has all intentions of being tied. A promise ring. 

One day i hope to get one of these.

A “knot” ring. The ring symbolizes a knot that is not quite tied yet, but has all intentions of being tied. A promise ring. 

One day i hope to get one of these.

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I AM A FIGHTER.

Unfortunately this was much needed and I see that now. I was a girl who dumped her emotions, problems, anxiety, etc. on her boyfriend. I was so tied down by my depression that I forgot to be myself. The strong girl that I really am. I love my boyfriend more than anything in this world and I
Hope that he comes back to me soon. I am growing and becoming the woman that I once was. If we do get back together it will be healthier and stronger.

We have such an amazing bond that not even this situation can crush it down.